| Alright I dont usualy follow people but I really need to vent so I'm using kalinkas journal idea..But I'm writing it kinda differnt that she did. ------------------------------------------------------ I've worked thinkg out with sean and matthew but I still dont think I'm okay. Anything I could have had with matthew is ruined beacuse of some little ass whole telling my boyfriend I was cheating on him with matthew and I was going to try and tell him and work thing's out but I guess it's ruined anyways. I have my boyfriend still and I love him but...After this whole thing I dont think he trusts me. And if cant trust me I dont want to be with him beacuse lack of trust is usualy what hurts people the most. I dont know what to do now. It's so hard to talk to him beacuse he is ever emotional. And plus, My chances with matthew are probibly long gone. SO I dont know. Dramatic overdrive, Jesse |
posted by The whisper in your ear at 2:30 PM
2 Comments:
My advice?
Don't use this happening as an "out". Use it to ask Matthew how he really feels as soon as you can, or hearts are going to start exploding and it WILL NOT be pretty. You're not a tramp, don't think that. You're just taking control of your life.
Best of luck,
KB.
Well, you never do know if your chances are *ruined* but, maybe, (and I'm trying to see the silver lining here) it reminds you how much you do really love Sean. You did ask for a reminder didn't you? Maybe that's what it is.
Just a thought,
KB.
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