Sunday, December 24, 2006

I'm not breathing. I'm dead. The blood stains cover the ground around me. My body trembles and shakes as I feel my life flowing back to me again. I can see the wounds and I can feel the pain. Why am I moving? I'm running. The wind whipping through my hair, My feet pounding on the ground as I run from my body. Am I just a spirit? My feet lifted of the ground, I think I'm flying. I see a forest and down I go. Landing on all fours I begin to run again. The sky gone dark, The moon shining down on me. I throw my head back and howl. I'm howling at the moon now. The pale light glowing against my eye's making me seem electrifyed. I hear the cry of the human, the bullet fired from the gun. I run. No wher to escape so I just run. As fast as I can, blindly through the woods. I dive down the hole just to esacpe the pain. I'm falling down this dark cavern. I'm human again. or am I? I hover a few feet from the ground, flapping my wings and landing softly on my knee's. My nails grow into claws, my front teeth into fangs. I'm no human. What am I? I see my reflection in the water, I'm no mortal. I'm a deamon.Looking down the way I see a light and I hear the screams. I follow the sounds to a room of people. They are chained up against a wall or being beat and whipped. I know these people. The faces of thoese I love being beaten. How could this be? How could I let this happen. With a sharp pain in my back I fall to my knees. The chains around my wrists and ankles, I'm a prisoner now to and the one's who hate are cracking the whip. I fall on my back and let the blood cover me and the ground around me. My world goes black. When I open my eye's I'm in a white room. The only one I see is love. He is staring down at me with a smile. Sitting up I feel love. Was I dreaming? Lifting up the sheet's I see the wounds. This was no dream.
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TADA!
Jesse

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Alright. I usualy write lyrics to songs and stuff and I was really REALLY angry so I wrote this. Tell me what you think
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I'm glad you hate me. You want me dead now.
You used to want me in your bed but not now.
I used to stay up late and wonder how our love
slowly turned to hate like poison slowly
draining into my heart.

You tore me apart
Now it's my turn. I'll rip your eye's out
and slice open your lips with my knife
do you remeber the days when you wanted me as your wife?

I'll rip open your chest and take your beating heart out
You dont need this. You already destroyed mine.
You hate my new love, you think he is using me
But really all along you were the one abusing me
He really love's me. I used to think you did to

We lived our lives as lies, spirling downwards
We came close to the ground but he caught me.
We both let you drop. Now I laugh.
Boy, I'm sorry but you 're in my past.