I’m sick.
I’m sick and tired of this.
This stupid bull shit
These mind games
This flu. I’m ready to fucking explode.
When I need him most, He leaves
I love when he has fun with his friends
But it came at a bad time
I’m horribly depressed and wanting to kill
I just want to see him.
I remember this feeling.
This feeling of wanting to be together
All the time, everyday.
Being far apart.
It’s nothing new to me
I just don’t want us to grow apart
I know we are only half an hour away on foot
But when you love someone this much
It seems like decades away.

My self esteem has taken a major nose dive
Plummeting to lows I’ve never see before
I guess it’s the flu talking
I believe every word he says….
Accept for when he says I’m beautiful
I cant buy it. Not from him
Not from anyone.
It’s just who I am.
That’s all.

I need to stop staring at the same god damn walls and get my ass out.
I’m getting sick of this.
I’m sick of everything.
I’m just
Plain
Sick.

Demon.

The room is twirling, I feel like I'm spining.
I feel the anger rising, the hate is slowly numbing.
I feel the claws growing, the horns come out and the wings spread out.
"demon demon" they chant with thier eyes as they cast a stony gaze upon my slowly changing body. Time for you to really see, the demon that's inside of me. Dont mess with me beacuse now you gunna really see the caged up girl that's inside of me. She'll tear out your eyes and chop if your feet, tourcher you till you really see, he evil she can really be.
So when I said dont mess with me, take it to heart or you will see


-Jess

Alright people! I'm really into writing latley so I decided to write a play. it's very innocent and kinda quirky with some darkness. But hey, That's me in a nutshell. So tell me what you think of scene 1. I will post scene 2 later fi you want.
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Prologue

(Starts out with fern sitting on the edge of the stage left with the curtains closed behind her.)

Fern: Hi I’m Fern Collins. About 2 months ago, I moved hear, to the big city. Now, being a country girl I’m not used to this. All the people, all the places to go, it’s really quite exciting. Ha-ha, who am I kidding? I hate it hear. I miss my old farm house, my dog rex and most of all, the atmosphere. But I can’t go back now. No no no.
I came hear to get away from my family. Those bumbling brutes, they would probably chase me away for coming back. (Stands up and points a finger out into the audience) “Coward!” is what they would say. “When time’s get rough you just up and leave?! We raised you better than that!!” Hmph. I don’t need that. I got my own problems now. The rent is dew and I can’t pay, I’m hungry and frozen down to my bones and I’m broke. I came out hear for a shot at Broadway, not to deal with all this garbage. But I’ve met some pretty cool people hear. They are actors and actresses just like me! But one shines out over all. He’s so cool. (Sighs and a Pager beeps)Uh-oh! Time for my audition! I gotta go! (Runs off stage right)

Scene one
(Fern and a bunch of people are sitting in a room looking anxious)
(A man turns to talk to fern. He is dressed in a black t-shirt and jeans with a fedora on)
Angel: How do you think you did?

Fern: I’m mighty nervous. I hope I did okay, I totally almost chocked out there!!!! (Fern starts biting her nails)

Angel: Oh no! You were amazing!! Take this as you want but, I think you would make a good drag queen! (Angel smiles innocently)

Fern: Ha-ha, well thank you! I think you would make a pretty good gay professor.

Angel: Well hey, at least I’ll be playing along side you. And maybe after we can go get some dinner together? Well, if you wanna. I mean...he-he (Looks away shyly)
(NUMBER 22 IS CALLED)
Oh that’s me!!!!!

Fern: good luck!!
(Angel exits and all conversation in the room stops. The lights dim and fern walk back up to the front of the stage)
Fern: (a spotlight focuses on fern) that’s him!! That’s the one. He is amazingly cool! He-he. If he gets that part, his name will be my last name and my first name will be his first name! (Giddy giggle) I don’t think I’ve ever felt this giddy and happy back home. These feelings are all so new to me. I think I like the big city! (Fern walks back to her seat and sits down. The lights go back on and conversation resumes)

(NUMBER 28 is called)
(Fern get’s up and runs offstage. Lights dim and the scene changes to fern and angel in front of a judges table. Three judges sit at the table with clipboards and pens)

Judge one: Well, Do you know why we called you two in hear?

Angel: Uh… Well, do you know why? (Smirks and nudges fern)

Judge 3: Well uh…Angel, you got the part! And um… Sorry fern. You didn’t. Better luck next time.

Fern: (jaw drops) Then who got it!?

( A girl struts in with her head high and a big smile on her face)

Jenny: I did. You’re just my understudy.
Understand? (Throws her head back and laughs)

Fern: Oh… Oh. (angel hugs fern)

Angel: (whispers) Don’t worry fern. I have a plan. (jenny grabs angels arm)

Jenny: come on angel. We gotta practice together. (smiles evilly at fern) Sorry understudy. Looks like you’re alone tonight, right angel? (Starts dragging him offstage)

Angel: FERN! I’ll call you! (Jenny and angel exit)
(Fern let’s out a small cry and runs off stage)