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"what is it about that him that makes me feel close to him...without even really knowing him?" Then it hit me.


"Hey!! What's that over ther??"Kalinka sprung up and walked over to the shiney metal object on the floor. I watched the warrior rub his ear. Kalinka was loud and vibrant. She knelt down and picked something up off the floor. I decied to walk over and check it out as did the warrior. What was that thing she was holding? Hmn... I decided to introduce myself to him. I steped inbetween him and marr. "My names Jesse by the way." I said with a smile. "I-Im llyd." He stammerd. "That's a pretty name. Whers it hail from?" I smirked as he replied. When guy's stammer it's so cute....so innocent. I noticed his face turn kinda red. Me and him talked quiet abit,about our dreams and stuff. I felt comfortbale telling him about my dream of having my own tavern one day and my dream of seeing the world. All of a sudden Marr rushed us out to the horses he said we had to leave. I grabbed my bag and put bob in it. "You'r coming with us wether you like it or not." I hopped up on marshall with some assistance from llyd. We stopped just a little bit away from the inn. I turned my head to take one last look at the tavern, Then I screamed. The whole in was on fire!! I stared wide eyed at it contemplating wther or not to run in and save my father. "dont worry, you'll see your father again" Llyds voice cut into my thoughts. At that moment I saw someone jump out of the top window. I raised my eyebrow as my father walked by. I smiled.....Then I coverd my eyes. He was naked. I just shook my head and laughed.

We continued out of town. Marr explained we were going to to gilden, the city of kings. As we were riding around the base of the moutain marr had instructed us on the dangers of this place. Me and kalinka noded. We heard a scream for help. Llyd looked extremly alarmed. He reared his horse and it galloped up the path. I shook my head."what a stubborn man he is." Kalinka yelled at him to get back hear. He shrugged and went on his merry way. I offerd to keep the road closed off as kalinka and marr went up to get him.
I sighed and pulled out my sketch book. I wonderd to myself "what have I gotten myself into this time?"
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Well back by popular demand hears the next part. Enjoy

Alright, since you have all ventured into writing I think I shall have to jump on the band wagon. My story will also go along with Jonny's only in my point of view. I mean come on, different perspectives is fun!! My story's might not be as long as some of your stories but ah well, your loss. Just kiddin.(I'm sick and bored and I have nothing else to do) I have a lot of catcing up to do in the first part so it might be the longest one.

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"Ugh, Mom come on let me go!!!"I wriggled out of her mom's tight hug. " BUT HUNNY I'LL MISS MY LITTLE BABY!!" I rolled my eyes. My mom was never for me going on the trip to my fathers bar. My parents had split when I was younger. My mom hugged me again, This time cutting off my circulation. "ah...Mom....Air....Cant..BREATH!" My step dad pryed my mother off me." good luck, kid" he said. I said goodbye to my sisters and nephew and waved goodbye and got on my horse. A few hours after I left I stopped to eat. "Wow this damn things heavy." I opened my back pack to find a sleeping cat."BOB!!" I cried."what the hell are you doing in there kitten? Looks like your coming along for the ride." I gave her some of the chicken I had packed away in my bag. She must have known I was sad about leaving her. How did I not notice her in my bag? "Man, jess you need to wake up." I said to myself. I put bob back in my bag and got back on my horse,Marshall. He was brownish reddish looking with a reddish mane. Unusual looking horse he was but that's alright. He was skinny and lanky and whenever we walked by a female horse he would grunt or stop dead in his tracks.

A few days later I came to my father's tavern. "DADDY!" I cried. I hadn't seen my father for a while. I jump into my fathers arms and gave him a big hug. "hey besse!! Long time no see."(Besse is my family nick name...Don't ask.) He showed me to my room in the back and I took bob out of my bag to show my dad who came along. I got settled in. My dad had offered me the job as a bar tender. Thank god It wasn't my shift yet so I decided to relax after my long trip.

I had bin hear for a few weeks. Me and bob had settled in and I had gotten to work. I wasn't used to such a small town. My dad loved it because like me, if he did something he would want everyone to know about it. I think it's beacuse of the deamon in us. My dad sent me in the back to get more peanuts for the bar. I searched for what seems like forever but I didn't find any. I stopped as I heard a beautiful sound coming from the bar, The sound of a flute. I stopped and lisend and went of into a daydream. It was interrupted by the sounds of fighting and yelling. I sighed and burst out of the back room. I brushed past a tall, warrior looking man. He had a flute in his hand and a dazed look on his face. The bar seemed to go quiet when I came out.I could feel the gaze of the men burning into me."hor dogs" I mutterd. I cleared my throat and yelled " WHO ON EARTH STARTED THIS?!?" I scanned the bar and saw Marr and his companion about to leave. I had seen him before. He stayed a few night's at the inn. I kept looking around as the guy with the flute put up his hand. Marr and his friend stopped and turned around with smirks on there faces. I must have looked scary because the man seemed to be afraid of me..Maybe it was the fact he pissed off a red head deamon or mabey he's just suprised that I got the bar to stop yelling...Who knows. He explaind what happend and I told him he shouldnt own up to things like that and that a nice guy could get himself into alot of trouble around hear. I chuckeld at him once more and called my father over to help me clear out the bar. Marr helped me out to. I told my father about the peanut crisis and sent him to the store. Marr grabbed the man by the arm and asked him to play. "wonder why marr always has armour on." I thought to myself as I cleaned up the bar. Tipped over tables,broken chairs. Man, these drunks know how to fight. I was wipeing the spilled beer off the tables as 5 men burst in. Marr and his friend kalinka( I think her name was) tryed to leave but could'nt. Kalinka backed off abit as Marr drew his sword. The flute guy walked up and drew his sword to. Marr begged him to sit back down but he would'nt. I shook my head and mutterd " What a stubborn man,but a good man at that." He threw off his cloak to reveil his armour. My eyes and smile widend at this."Mabey he came prepared." I shruged and went back to my work. I looked up once again to see him being throw into a table. I smacked my head. "my fathers gonna be pissed!! That boy should know by now not to piss us red heads off." He got up and stood beside marr again. I just shook my head. "..stubborn" The fight started and the burst out the doors. My father walked in with an eyebrow raised. "what the...." I shook my head once again. My fathers face went red as he saw the broken furniture. He set the bag down on the bar counter and stomped upstairs. They re enterd the bar a few minutes later. "what is it about that him that makes me feel close to him...without even really knowing him?" Then it hit me.

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Ok thats enought writing for besse. Comment kids and tell me what you thought.

I too feel like I haven't posted forever. I have nothing to post really. We haven't played lightning blog for a while so I've got nothing to write about.
I need some new music to download so if anyone's got some good songs or bands just tell me the name or the song and I'll check it out. I've listen to all the songs on my list a few to many times. I prefer rock.(if you didn't know that already) Well that's enough for me today.


Dont rob banks,
Jesse

Ok Hears my submisson for lightinging blog.

"when feelings get in the way"


"Mom" asked a little girl,"why have you and dad bin togther so long?"
"Well dear, Me and your father share a special bond"
"what does THAT mean mommy?"
"Well dear me and your father know eachother so well that we have fallen so in love and we cant be seperated."
"oh alright.Thanks mommy." The little girl ran outside to catch the school bus.
The father came down the stairs with a worried look on his face.
"what is it dear?" said the woman.
"We need to talk...You know how ive bin going bowling every friday with the boys?"
"uhh yeah. Why?"
"Well...."
--1 hour later--
With her bags packed and tears in her eyes she drove away form that house. The memories and the heartache.How could he?

"Mommy" came the little girls voice form behinde her.
"yes yes what is it?"
"Why do we have to stay with grandma and grandpa? Why cant we go home to daddy?" she asked.How inncoent and pure. Shes so un aware of what went on.
"well sweety.. This is what happens when feelings get in the way."

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Hope you liked it!!!!!!!!

Well today went down the fucking crapper...Pardon my french but I'm pissed. I lost my lederhosen in the wilderness beacuse my computer went retarded and I lost, Some other bad stuff happend, like my heads killing me, my family thinks I'm insane and no ones really on. I'm SOOO PISSED ITS NOT FUNNY!*eyes starts glowing red*

ok hears your replys to kals quote

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Jonny-
heaven falls...and i do hear...the light of reason beckoning me...only when i see the light...of the will...that falls before me...only i have begun to see.....that the heaven which i have been following...is nothing more...snow..with out wind...yet maybe if i try harder..and continue searching for it..heaven will...show itself...and open up..to me and my soul...when the snow begins to fall..with out wind..i will begin the search i have layed upon my self..as a guise..as...my only path...my only starguise: an oath that the gods can punish you for.




Jesse-

the snow falls without wind
just like the pain im in
waiting for spring so i can see you again
but untill the snow falls again
i bid you farewell....


Heaen knows no bounds..

If heaven knows no bounds
does that mean I can make it ther to?
Will my sins be forgiven by god?
I guess my real question is, is ther even a god?
You may think im crazy for questioning him
but I have reason to.
If god loves all his children then why are some above the rest?
Why is ther poverty and famin?
Death and destruction?
And why must I question his belife?
beacuse what I dont understand
is how can god let his own kids suffer?
I've given up hope and I've stopped trying to belive something
that has never belived in me


Till the end of time I....

jesse-

swore I would love you to the end of time I said i would and I will.
Everything I've done I did for you.
Lived,laughed,smiled, everything good I've done.
Lied,cried,killed,everything bad under the sun.
So now its the end of my time,
I'll end it with this gun.

ok ok I know it was a bit to dark but*shrugs* hey thats who I am.



dont be afraid of the future.
It will unfold before your eyes.
It could be beautiful.
It could be ugly.
You can never tell...
Chose your path wisly.
It could lead you to hell...

alright I got to many complaints about the thing I wrote. Look alright Im sorry if you took offence to it but look I dont care. I tryed to contain my feelings. If you really wanna know what I think then fine hear it is... I think that you should'nt care what I write.does it affect you? It should'nt. Its just something I wrote. Thers no possible way I could work everyone in without it dragging on. I so whoevers reading this kylaia all i have to say is get over it. I wrote out my feelings then i get attacked by you. Im not in the fucking mood for this(pardon my french but im pissed) soo all i can say to you is im sorry. and im sorry to the rest of the grey knights if this affects you all to. kylaia you shouldnt care. i know you dont like me much so dont take offence to it. dont go writing about how you though we were friends. i know you dont like me. so stop the act. im done with this. i cant handel holding all this stuff in. you guys can take her side i dont care im gunna stick to my guns if your all pissed i understand. give me a few days and mabey this will be over but for now just dont really bug me. UNDERSTAND*eyes glow red*

leave comments if you want it back up..
One pissed off chick,
Jesse

ps. kylaia take the apology or leave it I dont care. I know your upset about bio I was ther too.
the apology is ther take it or leave it.

Alright kiddies I'm making a band/song list. You put down songs on hear that you think describe you or a band that you think is cool. Or even a cd you got that you love or a concert you wanna go to/bin to.... anything that relates to music.. I'll start...


Name:Jesss
Whats new:I love Emily haines new stuff!! Yes the lead singer of metric has gone solo. Check out some new songs that arent in store yet!!!*says in an irish accent* its grand.
Song: cute without the e-taking back sunday
Cd: live it out-metric


Thers an example. This is for me to kinda get to know you through your music =D



-Jesse

Dear friends,
By reading all of your blogs, you have given me the writing bug. I thought about it all night and finally came up with something. Its not a story or a poem. I took all the images and thoughts in my mind and I will share them with you today.

The images in my mind were of people, a group of friends to be specific. The clearest image was of these friends standing around in a bar. I thought of these people.
The first person was a green haired druidess. She struck me as a down to earth person who marches to the beat of her own drum.She being the glue who holds them together. A friend and protector of those in need.

The next person I see is a white haired man. Calm and gentlemen like but something also reminded me of a hawk. He would put someone in Thor rightful place if they were to speak of something un realistic or if they were to break the rules. He defends the rights of others.

The next person I had a chance to think about was also white haired. The words I would use to describe him are valient,noble,trustworthy,intelligent,protective,stubborn,quick to react... Kind of like a wolf. Yet, he had a goofy grin on his face that showed how lovable he is. Like an angel he spoke a language that was unique and different but yet romantic and poetic in a way. He had angel wings that sheltered two girls.

On the left was a brown haired girl also had a smile on her face. She was a smart girl who goes with the flow and keeps her cool...Unless you mess with one of her friends. Then she goes off like a ticking time bomb. She was talking away to the other girl sheltered in the angels wings.

there was 3 or 4 people squabbling over whose muscles are bigger and who's skills are higher or whose bin in the lead role more. One rambled on about something called link and he kept flexing his "muscles"(well i did'nt see them) for everyone(no one was lisening. Another had a red battle axe and kept asking to go exploring in the wild. The other bragged about his army and the wars he fought and the girl went on about plays shes bin in and how shes shows off her acting skills in the many plays shes bin in. These 4 also being a part of the group of friends. Being held as close to the rest of the people as the next.


Now back to the other girl sheltered in the angels wings came across as odd. She had bright red hair and a demonic look to her. She had a dark presence but also something about her told me she had a scenes of humor doesn't think to highly of herself and like the angel is stubborn. She thinks of the angel as a brother as he took her under his..Err...Wings. The rest of this group is very dear to her. They have there flaws but what shines through is there good sides. No matter what they will fight for eachother and will defend there honor.

these friends will come to fight many a battle along side one another. They all have there secrets and private sides but there friendships will over come that.

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Ok I know it wasn't as good as your blogs but I tried and I felt like I had to express that somehow. Comment if you wish.